February 28th, 2012
2.20.12 - 2.28.12 , Days 35-43
woww i’m really bad with doing this lately. I knew it would get to this point eventually but I thought maybe during the summer.

anywayss, nothing really exciting happens in my life. I went to school and did the same thing i do every week. yesterday  i baked rainbow cupcakes with Dani and Claire :) it was fun and they turned out sweet! i was so happy :D We are on mid-winter break. Thank god cause i needed a lil break from school. I skipped the last friday before break though. Maria and i both did. we gettin our edumacation onn ;D 

But yeah yesterday I was supposed to hang with dani. But she didn’t answer me for 2 hours so i didn’t wanna just waste one of the only days i have off, so i asked tori if she wanted to hang, which of course she said yes cause i can always count on lil toet. But then dani called and was like omg sorry i fell aslseep! blahblahblahh and asked me to tell tori that we made plans first. So i had to cancel with tori, which sucked cause i haven’t seen her since sadies. but yeah then I went to Dani’s house and we waited for Claire to get there. We ordered Hungry Howies and it was so good! 

While we were waiting for the pizza to come we went out and got cake mix and frosting. Dani was backing out of this liquor store and accidentally bumped a car :O it was actually really funny teheehe. So we get back just in time to pick up the pizza and then we stuff our faces. yummmay.

Then we made the rainbow cupcakes and it was sweet! Dani wants me to come visit her today at work with Danielle, Claire, Jordan, and Pelc but i feel like they don’t really want me going with them and it’d be kinda awkward so who knows if i’ll actually go. I also gotta work at 7 tonight ;( booo it’s without maria too. Succckkss man, she makes it 10x more bearable. I also have to ask how I need to ask to get time off cause we are going away for spring break again. Which should be fun :D but everytime i say something’s fun, it’s not hahaha. But for lent i’m trying to give up being depressing and to appreciate everything I have. It’s really hard, and i need little reminders along the way when I’m feeling down, but It should be good for me. 

i have’t hung out with schwan in awhile, i miss my schwan. She’s my best friend if ya didn’t know. I think i’ll work a lil more on her scrapbook today. It’s getting closer and closer to her birthday and it’s not even close to being done! I have soo much planned for her birthday, I hope i actually get to do it :D teeheee. 

I’m hungry, food awaits me.

i need to go to a gym, forealzzz.

2.20.12 - 2.28.12 , Days 35-43
woww i’m really bad with doing this lately. I knew it would get to this point eventually but I thought maybe during the summer.

anywayss, nothing really exciting happens in my life. I went to school and did the same thing i do every week. yesterday i baked rainbow cupcakes with Dani and Claire :) it was fun and they turned out sweet! i was so happy :D We are on mid-winter break. Thank god cause i needed a lil break from school. I skipped the last friday before break though. Maria and i both did. we gettin our edumacation onn ;D

But yeah yesterday I was supposed to hang with dani. But she didn’t answer me for 2 hours so i didn’t wanna just waste one of the only days i have off, so i asked tori if she wanted to hang, which of course she said yes cause i can always count on lil toet. But then dani called and was like omg sorry i fell aslseep! blahblahblahh and asked me to tell tori that we made plans first. So i had to cancel with tori, which sucked cause i haven’t seen her since sadies. but yeah then I went to Dani’s house and we waited for Claire to get there. We ordered Hungry Howies and it was so good!

While we were waiting for the pizza to come we went out and got cake mix and frosting. Dani was backing out of this liquor store and accidentally bumped a car :O it was actually really funny teheehe. So we get back just in time to pick up the pizza and then we stuff our faces. yummmay.

Then we made the rainbow cupcakes and it was sweet! Dani wants me to come visit her today at work with Danielle, Claire, Jordan, and Pelc but i feel like they don’t really want me going with them and it’d be kinda awkward so who knows if i’ll actually go. I also gotta work at 7 tonight ;( booo it’s without maria too. Succckkss man, she makes it 10x more bearable. I also have to ask how I need to ask to get time off cause we are going away for spring break again. Which should be fun :D but everytime i say something’s fun, it’s not hahaha. But for lent i’m trying to give up being depressing and to appreciate everything I have. It’s really hard, and i need little reminders along the way when I’m feeling down, but It should be good for me.

i have’t hung out with schwan in awhile, i miss my schwan. She’s my best friend if ya didn’t know. I think i’ll work a lil more on her scrapbook today. It’s getting closer and closer to her birthday and it’s not even close to being done! I have soo much planned for her birthday, I hope i actually get to do it :D teeheee.

I’m hungry, food awaits me.

i need to go to a gym, forealzzz.

February 2nd, 2012
2.1.12 ~ Day 16

Today was kinda horrible. It started off okay but when i went to ceramics and it of course put me in a  bad mood. I started to make a new pot today, and i had no idea what to do so i asked the teacher if it was okay if i just made a pot and had the lid the head of hello kitty. But steve said it was a dumb idea, and i could tell he was serious even though he was joking.. and the teacher was like “i’m not to keen on the idea either, but i she wants to do it then she can.” Which I’m obviously not going to now because you’re the one grading my stuff so why would i do something you don’t like? When people say what i’m doing is stupid it makes me feel so embarrassed. It’s an equivalent to someone saying, “Just no, just stop… don’t do that again..” 

makes me feel like crap.

Oh yeah and we had church today, a girl in my class had a seizure or something. It was scary, i really hope she’s okay. :(

But yeah after i came home and took a nap i woke up feeling super sick. I feel so weak and i just wanna crawl in my bed and sleep forever. But i have to study for my stupid anatomy test tomorrow. I really dred going to school mostly because of friggen ceramics. ughhhafjwelkfjawelkl i wish i didn’t care what people think. yahhhh

Ciao :)  

p.s. i’m wearing the same senior gear in the last three pics? i must be pulling a schwan.

2.1.12 ~ Day 16

Today was kinda horrible. It started off okay but when i went to ceramics and it of course put me in a bad mood. I started to make a new pot today, and i had no idea what to do so i asked the teacher if it was okay if i just made a pot and had the lid the head of hello kitty. But steve said it was a dumb idea, and i could tell he was serious even though he was joking.. and the teacher was like “i’m not to keen on the idea either, but i she wants to do it then she can.” Which I’m obviously not going to now because you’re the one grading my stuff so why would i do something you don’t like? When people say what i’m doing is stupid it makes me feel so embarrassed. It’s an equivalent to someone saying, “Just no, just stop… don’t do that again..”

makes me feel like crap.

Oh yeah and we had church today, a girl in my class had a seizure or something. It was scary, i really hope she’s okay. :(

But yeah after i came home and took a nap i woke up feeling super sick. I feel so weak and i just wanna crawl in my bed and sleep forever. But i have to study for my stupid anatomy test tomorrow. I really dred going to school mostly because of friggen ceramics. ughhhafjwelkfjawelkl i wish i didn’t care what people think. yahhhh

Ciao :)

p.s. i’m wearing the same senior gear in the last three pics? i must be pulling a schwan.

1.30.12 ~ Day 14

Today was ehh kind of a blur. School was pretty boring. We had an honors assembly, and out of all my 4 years here i’ve never gotten anything. Harssssh. It’s not like i don’t try but whateverrr. So yeah after school Maria and I hit up tim hortons; the line was fairly long like what da deuce. Then we came back and waited for noah, where briana proceeds to text me because moms mad that i’m not home for my ortho appointment. She told me it was at 3:30 yesterday but apparently it was at 3. Soo yeah it’s my fault for not checking the calendar, whatevuhh. 

At the ortho, he said my teeth were fine but that mia probably needs braces again. So she might get invisaline. My mom won’t get them unless mia can show she’s responsible by wearing her glasses, since she never does. This of course won’t happen because mia doesn’t like her glasses. She’s too self conscience when she needs to realize she’s beautiful and i should be the one complaining.  BUT I’M NOT BITER. 

ahah jayykayy, anyways after that we got some Arabic food which was yummay of course. Maria left around 7 and then i started to actually do my homework where tumblr began distracting me. Anne helped me get a theme, and then we kept talking about stuff. My grandma started acting weird when we tried to put her to bed, it was a little scary. I had to jump in to help my mom and dad. I hope everything gets better in the morning. I love my grandma so much. 

so yeahhhh, the pic is kinda how today went. Downhill sorta fast. But it’s 11:30 now and i really should be sleeping. Tomorrow is a jeans day, im gonna scrub it. Nobody’s lookin at me anyways. 

Hope i pass my stats test tomorrow! wooooo, i feel like throwing up yuuuuck. 

anyways again…

ciao :)

1.30.12 ~ Day 14

Today was ehh kind of a blur. School was pretty boring. We had an honors assembly, and out of all my 4 years here i’ve never gotten anything. Harssssh. It’s not like i don’t try but whateverrr. So yeah after school Maria and I hit up tim hortons; the line was fairly long like what da deuce. Then we came back and waited for noah, where briana proceeds to text me because moms mad that i’m not home for my ortho appointment. She told me it was at 3:30 yesterday but apparently it was at 3. Soo yeah it’s my fault for not checking the calendar, whatevuhh.

At the ortho, he said my teeth were fine but that mia probably needs braces again. So she might get invisaline. My mom won’t get them unless mia can show she’s responsible by wearing her glasses, since she never does. This of course won’t happen because mia doesn’t like her glasses. She’s too self conscience when she needs to realize she’s beautiful and i should be the one complaining. BUT I’M NOT BITER.

ahah jayykayy, anyways after that we got some Arabic food which was yummay of course. Maria left around 7 and then i started to actually do my homework where tumblr began distracting me. Anne helped me get a theme, and then we kept talking about stuff. My grandma started acting weird when we tried to put her to bed, it was a little scary. I had to jump in to help my mom and dad. I hope everything gets better in the morning. I love my grandma so much.

so yeahhhh, the pic is kinda how today went. Downhill sorta fast. But it’s 11:30 now and i really should be sleeping. Tomorrow is a jeans day, im gonna scrub it. Nobody’s lookin at me anyways.

Hope i pass my stats test tomorrow! wooooo, i feel like throwing up yuuuuck.

anyways again…

ciao :)

January 29th, 2012
1.28.12 ~ Day 12

Today was really boring at the beginning. Maria and i sat around watching movies. We watched The Longest Yard, and How To Train Your Dragon. They were both really good! Then maria went home and we made plans for later to see a movie and go shopping. Maria’s mom spazzed, grounding her, sooo no maria. So mia briana and i just ended up going shopping but we only got about a half hour in, and  forgot my gift cards. oh well! Afterwards we went to robert and amanda’s again. Leah and Westly were over too with whiley :) soo yeah but Robert was drunk and it was really funny at first but it got annoying real fast. He took my phone and wouldn’t give it back and he was being so obnoxious. We recorded a few vids though ahah. But soon he got to be real creepy. Like he went out the side door in the kitchen and we couldn’t find him then he showed up on the porch. He came back in and just like stood in the kitchen in a daze. You could see his shadow and his head was bobbin like he was about to pass out. It was actually pretty creepy. Oh and we got in trouble for going to their house instead of a movie, “i told you specifically to go see a movie.” Kayyyy dad stfu seriously. I’m so sick of being treated like i’m 12. Whatever he needs to get over crap. Sometimes i just sit and think about how bad of a kid i could be and how my dad should be thankful i don’t do any stupid crap. But he isn’t sooo whatever.

Anyways, tomorrow is catholics for cheer and pom. It starts at ten and maria and i were gonna go. But she hasnt answered me all night and she’s grounded so who knows if we are going. I really wanted to cause i miss cheering! Oh well :/ I think we are going to nonni’s tomorrow so yaaay :)

Tomorrow is sunday and sunday’s friggen suck. I hate that sunday mood. i am so depressed cause i have an entire week of school to attend. Probably full of A schedules. I need to have something to look forward to everyday instead of coming home and sleeping. Ahhh well, i should probably sleep now. 

ciao :)

1.28.12 ~ Day 12

Today was really boring at the beginning. Maria and i sat around watching movies. We watched The Longest Yard, and How To Train Your Dragon. They were both really good! Then maria went home and we made plans for later to see a movie and go shopping. Maria’s mom spazzed, grounding her, sooo no maria. So mia briana and i just ended up going shopping but we only got about a half hour in, and forgot my gift cards. oh well! Afterwards we went to robert and amanda’s again. Leah and Westly were over too with whiley :) soo yeah but Robert was drunk and it was really funny at first but it got annoying real fast. He took my phone and wouldn’t give it back and he was being so obnoxious. We recorded a few vids though ahah. But soon he got to be real creepy. Like he went out the side door in the kitchen and we couldn’t find him then he showed up on the porch. He came back in and just like stood in the kitchen in a daze. You could see his shadow and his head was bobbin like he was about to pass out. It was actually pretty creepy. Oh and we got in trouble for going to their house instead of a movie, “i told you specifically to go see a movie.” Kayyyy dad stfu seriously. I’m so sick of being treated like i’m 12. Whatever he needs to get over crap. Sometimes i just sit and think about how bad of a kid i could be and how my dad should be thankful i don’t do any stupid crap. But he isn’t sooo whatever.

Anyways, tomorrow is catholics for cheer and pom. It starts at ten and maria and i were gonna go. But she hasnt answered me all night and she’s grounded so who knows if we are going. I really wanted to cause i miss cheering! Oh well :/ I think we are going to nonni’s tomorrow so yaaay :)

Tomorrow is sunday and sunday’s friggen suck. I hate that sunday mood. i am so depressed cause i have an entire week of school to attend. Probably full of A schedules. I need to have something to look forward to everyday instead of coming home and sleeping. Ahhh well, i should probably sleep now.

ciao :)